my love...my partner in crime... its time to say good bye :(

I still remember the first day I met you… It was when I was away from home in Thailand… I saw you in a crowded mall and when I held you for the first time I knew you were going to be mine… You brought me life… because of you I kept in touch with all of my friends everyday…

You and I… did so much together… we talked… we chatted… and you even let me log into facebook…. Sometimes when we were stuck together at boring Lion/Leo meetings we used to cheat on everybody and sneak out to call a friend… Sometimes during lectures you let me text when no one is looking…. You were my biggest strength during boring client meetings… You made sure I browsed through FB when my client rattles on….

Sleeping with you became a habit… waking up next to you became a necessity… You woke me up every morning ignoring how annoyed I get with your noise… You were my alarm… you were my reminder… you were my radio… you were my phonebook…you were my friend… you were my everything….

I know I let you down so many times… I tossed you aside when I wanted to… Sometimes I forgot you at random places… almost everyday i was clumsy enough to let you fall… but you never complained…

You and I have a relationship closer to 4 years… it wasn’t easy for me… when u started getting ill… I did everything I can to make u feel better…you got worse stage by stage… your sight became worse… you lost your sounds… and now you are in the verge of losing your voice… you don’t vibrate anymore… You forgot all my friends… and sometimes you don’t even react to the slightest ring… now you are in a coma….

I know, its not easy to let you go… but things have changed between us… you don’t wake me up anymore… you sleep past me… although I replaced it, your battery is dying on me… Its time to move on… technology is influencing me to catch up with the phase of it…

You have let me talk on you for more than 800 hours…. Let me send more than millions of texts… you have been incredible… that’s why I decided to date your brother “Nokia 5230”… your family “Nokia Music Express" gave me so much and now its family to me too…

You never left me when rest of the world walk out of my life… you were with me during some of the hardest years of my life… So my love, my partner in crime… my darling “Nokia 5300” its time to say good bye… its not me… its not you… its just the ever-changing face of technology…. I will miss you… I love you… I always will…

when you have to deal with the big “D”s… drama......, disappointment… disrespect…., decisions…

Are these inter related with each other maybe… maybe not… the worst you can experience is the drama created out of rest of the Ds… People are born actors…, it should not be made a profession anymore coz it’s a gifted talent for almost every human being on this earth… its tragic to see people act weirdly involved in emotions and react to the slightest effect by some other… Sometimes when it affects u at a very minimum wage u go acting as if it’s the end of the world… then comes disappointment…

People in our country have a weird way of linking the most hideous situations to something personal to fight with people around you… First it was politics…, the entire SF and MR fiasco was one hell of a drama and no one ever realized its stupid and useless to argue and fight over a silly matter like that. At the end of the day SF or MR will not come fetch you up when you are down… Thank heavens our country wasn’t very religious enough to fight over religions… but quite a drama was created when Akon’s visa got rejected… Sri Lankans acted as Akon was to come to SL to cure all cancer patients… Our people sure have a funny sense of humor, atleast we have that ability to make rest of us laugh…

Disappointment is what everyone of us feel in a daily basis… it’s a daily routine feeling which we overcome and we definitely cannot afford to dig in it and neglect other work… People hurt you, they say things behind your back… but we get disappointed when we hear it being said to our face… why?

Dealing with your own drama can be fun and entertainment to a certain extent… but what happens when you end up in someone else’s drama which is not even worth going through… it’s a pity that they don’t see how least important their drama would affect you.. maybe they are so self involved in their own little dramatic world, they don’t understand why others don’t give a shit about it…

Its not easy when u hear someone say something behind your back… and it sucks when someone else tells it to your face… this is when drama is created… drama will come and go…, but it’s the people who stand by your decision without judging you are the ones you really can fall back on…